I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to be directed and controlled by personal
emotions and feelings, in that I have allowed myself
to create emotions and feelings based on fear-of-loss
and fear-of-death, not realizing within myself that I
am responsible for stopping those feelings and
emotions from raping and controlling me, so that I
can stand for life as what is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to believe that I was separate from my reality
and therefore justify my emotional reactions as
'defending myself' from my self-created fears through
separation whereas I viewed my mind as the totality
of me in not wanting to equally take responsibility for
All of the me's that I am.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to fuel my emotional reactions with thought
energy and picture projections in my mind as
justifications for those fears, when all along, those
pictures were not the actuality of the situation, but a
false representation presented so that I could remain
enslaved to my fears. And the energy is what I have
allowed myself to become addicted to as addiction to
fear, through me fearing myself and attempting to
comfort and escape myself. It is obvious that I cannot
escape myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to extensively judge and condemn myself in
guilt, shame, and regret in an attempt to punish
myself for how consequences manifested in my life,
rather than slow myself down within breath, and
realize and understand how I was accepting and
allowing undesirable consequences in my life
experience and how I could realize the patterns I was
creating and stop them from re-occurring. Within that,
I commit myself to change myself to stand in self-
responsibility to myself AND all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to blame others for my own emotional and
feeling reactions, and the painful consequences that I
experienced within my physical body. In that I realize
that I neglected the experience of myself by neglecting
the fact that my physical body was specifically showing
me that I was not being honest with myself as I was
trying to be a hero and appear as 'a good guy' to
others by acting as an 'energy garbage collector' and
thus attempting to purify everything through my mind,
rather than actually stand as an Equal and share
responsibility with everyone through allowing
everyone work out their own dishonesty.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to place my trust in others and the advice of
others before trusting myself as seeing myself as the
point of responsibility in understanding myself and my
reality wherein I am capable of seeing - what is best
for all is best for me - rather than trying to collect
knowledge and information and so use it to gain power
over others as a false god of consciousness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to think and believe the idea that my physical
body is the personal property of my mind in which I
have to defend through fear of losing my personal
property. I realize that while we are within this
current system, place and time, it is common sense to
defend my body if physically threatened. My physical
body is my primary point of responsibility as the
vehicle where I learn to stand and express myself as a
responsible steward-in-training until I am perfectly
standing Equal to my physical body in standing as the
living expression of what is best for all life in all ways.
In that I realize that much abusiveness and delusion
exists within our world, therefore I commit myself to
take responsibility for my body, in not accepting
and allowing my physical body to be subjected to
abuse, harm or false sentiments of those who are
ignorant and/or unaware of the consequences of
inequality and of being subject/slave to a mind which
only seeks its own self-interest at the expense of Life
as a whole.
I will not trade Life for a bowl of soup.
Image of an inside view of a heart
from http://science.nationalgeographic.com/science/photos/heart/#/inside-heart_1008_600x450.jpg
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