Monday, 18 June 2012
7yr Journey to Life Day 52 - Excluded
I was just out for a bike ride and stopped by a baseball diamond, where there were people playing softball. I wanted to play, but I did not ask anyone because I did not want to 'impose' on everyone and disrupt the game, or the score. Everyone saw me sitting there watching, yet neither did anyone ask me to play. It's so easy to just say 'ah whatever' and forget about it - as humans always do. Yet here is a small, yet clear example highlighting the collective negligence and spitefulness in our world. I realize I did not take responsibility to express myself, yet that is not the point I care to share here. The point is what is the source of the COLLECTIVE failure?
Why is our reality so Exclusive? - to the extent that we disregard ourselves and others, and in so allow suppression/exclusion to exist? Clearly we all share this experience in our world, and ALL are able to participate, so why are we not ALL-Inclusive? The answer is simply, because our reality is a FEAR based SYSTEM - pre-programmed through KNOWLEDGE, with the resulting consequence of self-denial.
Welcome to the wonderful world of 'fuck you buddy!'... lets everyone just PRETEND we are not fully aware, and that life does not care. Humans are Artisans of pretentiousness. We physically see eachother and the exclusivity, yet not only do we blatantly deny it, we then go on to actually DEFEND it!!... As if we are actually afraid of losing our pretend - and sickening - reality!! To take it even further what really amazes me is that people actually think they can get away with it... As if life would never call us to account. People actually live by the core morality of "No one else is admitting it, I don't have to either!" Complete bullshit, and irresponsibility to life.
This example is merely a fractal of the greater picture, where exclusivity is taken to the extreme, causing massive abuse and torment beyond comprehension.
Within the realization of Equality - as what is best for all - full payment for our shockingly outstanding and overdue debt to Life is suddenly upon us. And to those that outright deny Equality, even when directly presented with its cold, hard truth - will find themselves excluded through their own devices, as they deny themselves life, because Equality is the only road to Life.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create a pretentious reality where exclusivity is accepted and allowed as the norm wherein we humans do not seek to solve the problem, but bury it within suppression and self-denial.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that Life will not call me to account for my self dishonesty in how I have denied myself and others within living a lie of exclusivity
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create a system which is based in fear as knowledge and information where fear is permitted to exist within the false belief that this is just the way it is and nothing can be done about it.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to pretend that this 'fuck you buddy' reality is acceptable in any way, and use that justification to live in self-interest rather than change myself for the good of all.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to defend a sickening world system because I fear losing my pretentiousness and changing myself into a being that honors life - as opposed to self denial where extreme consequence takes place through me making false excuses and justifications.
I commit myself to change myself to align myself with that which is best for all so that I can change my world and reality through being self honest with myself first.
I commit myself to face the actual physical reality and stop the ego/mind reality so that all can be physically manifested and exposed so that no point goes without notice
I commit myself to create a world that is all inclusive and nothing is excluded in false mind beliefs and fears.