Driving this evening, I was struck by the feeling of resentment for me failing to realize my desire of having a really cool girlfriend when I was younger.
Visualize goals specifically. Create will power.
Problem: I am not yet able to force myself to do the things that I want to do! I have not been able to push myself beyond my limitations because I keep distracting myself through desire and self interest! Unable to complete goals - self doubt! Not enough foresight, discipline, and commitment. Goals not clarified or visualized strongly enough.
Have to go over my notes to delineate a plan