Sunday, 19 May 2013
Day 224 - Learning to Trust the Physical
Learning to trust the physical is an interesting part of process. When we drop all the fears we were living as/within before, we realize that we can no longer trust those mental ideas we had once placed so much of ourselves into. We cannot trust experiences, because they are over as soon as they start, and so they do not provided any lasting solution. We cannot trust our expectations, because our expectations very rarely materialize the way we expect them too, thus untrustworthy. We cannot trust our dreams, as that would be foolishly and blindly trusting in some higher power. Besides that, look where all the dreams of humanity have brought us to... a planet and race on the brink of total collapse and annihilation? Dreams are certainly untrustworthy then. We cannot trust our feelings and we definitely cannot trust our thoughts. Thoughts have an arbitrary origin and only serve the mind of pre-programmed beliefs and egotistical opinions. Thoughts also produce feelings which, like an addictive drug, keep use enslaved to serving our own self interest rather than living in common sense as what is Best for All.
We cannot trust what our parents, friends, and teachers taught us, as we eventually realize that all of that indoctrination and add-vice was spoken in a desire to manipulate us into a certain behavior Obviously the mind cannot be trusted, as the mind exists in fear, fearing for its own survival. The mind seeks to avoid any and all responsibility - because if we were to actually take responsibility for ourselves and all life, the mind would have no place to exist. The mind is the point of separation, which exists in conflict with the physical.
What if we were to place our complete trust in ourselves, as the physical? What would it be like to walk every day in complete trust of oneself with no fear, expressing oneself in full responsibility and accountability towards all Life? What would it be like, to not be enslaved to a government, or a corporation, or a fear, or a system, or a thought, or any feelings? Who would I be, if I was not enslaved? Is there a limit on what I could be and what I could not be? Obviously, I am not the only one in existence here, so I must first do whatever is required to support all life Equally as myself, so as to sustain my own existence and the existence of others eternally.
Trusting the physical seems very strange, yet it is such a relief from all the fear. I am here, and I express myself based on what is here as me. I take responsibility for what I have accepted and allowed myself to be created as, and in that way, I learn how to direct myself from the starting point of breath. I realize how critical it is to be fully aware of every decision I make, and the consequences thereof.... As I now see the horrible path that irresponsibility, denial, positive feelings, hopes, dreams, and desires has lead me on.
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