When I say "I don't know", what I am actually saying is "I know full well - but I refuse to take responsibility"
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to say the words "I don't know" in refusing to take responsibility for myself as what I create and have created through careless and inconsiderate use of the mind in fear of myself.
When I say "I don't know", what I am actually saying is "I blame you for my irresponsibility to life"
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to say the
words "I don't know" in attempt to blame others for my lack of
responsibility to myself and all as life.
When I say "I don't know", what I am actually saying is "I want someone else to take responsibility for me"
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to say the words "I don't know" in the desire to have others take responsibility for me and what I have created accepted and allowed.
When I say "I don't know", what I am actually saying is "I am too weak to face my fears"
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to say the
words "I don't know" in the belief that I am too weak to face my fears
and stand for Life.
When I say "I don't know", what I am actually saying is "I accept my limitation"
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to say the
words "I don't know" in acceptance of the belief that I am limited and
cannot change.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the
words "I don't know" to hide from myself and make an excuse in blame
that I don't care about life, when actually this is a lie because, Life
does care about Life, but it has to be lived to become real.
When I say "I don't know", what I am actually saying is "I am not here"
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the words "I don't know" in the denial of myself here.
When I say "I don't know", what I am actually saying is "I am afraid of who I am"
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use
the words "I don't know" in fear of and the desire to hide from myself
as who I am.
When I say "I don't know", what I am actually saying is "I am afraid to die"
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the
words "I don't know" as showing myself the fear of death that existed
within me. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear death as me, as I created death, therefore fear of death is fear
of myself.
When I say "I don't know", what I am actually saying is "I will compromise Life, if you will" When I say "I don't know", what I am actually saying is "I don't understand, meanwhile I am fully aware"
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the
words "I don't know" in attempt to make myself believe that I do not
understand, yet I am fully aware of myself here and that I am not being
honest with myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the
words "I don't know" in seeking to escape myself through compromise with
others by way of agreement of words or contract.
When I say "I don't know", what I am actually saying is "knowledge is all there is".
When I say "I don't know", what I am actually saying is "Go fuck yourself"
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the words "I don't know" in attempt to defend my mind as the statement go fuck yourself.
When I say "I don't know", what I am actually saying is "I want God to take care of me like a little baby"
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use
the words "I don't know" in desiring for a god to care for me as a
little child.
When I say "I don't know", what I am actually saying is "I only care about myself"
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the
words "I don't know" in self-interest, greed and selfishness of the mind
as only caring about myself as my mind and personal experience.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the
words "I don't know" in the desire to escape myself as if to surrender
to the mind as "I give up". I realize this is not an option as Life
does not consist of giving up, and giving up does not consist of Life.
When I say "I don't know", what I am actually saying is "I can't"
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the words "I don't know" as a desired escape mechanism within the belief that "I can't" as a belief system in limitation and separation from myself here.
When I say "I don't know", what I am actually saying is "I don't want to exist"
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use
the words "I don't know" in the desire to escape myself within the
thought of "I don't want to exist"
When and as I see myself using the phrase "I don't know", I stop and clear my starting point within breath to here so that I may forgive myself within realization of the fact that I am repeating a pattern of the past as self-manipulation and self-sabotage. Through realization, I give myself the opportunity to commit myself to walk the physical change, to direct myself within the given situation to state that which I do know and understand as myself - That, I must make the decision to move myself in what is necessary to be done to change myself and align myself with the principle of Equality as what is Best for All in all ways.
Cool, thanks Wiliam!
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing William
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing William
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