Tuesday, 29 March 2016
Day 254 - Immaturity to Expansion
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to remain Immature within my business responsibilities, relationships, and dealings with others. I realize that this is a barrier to self-development in that it prevents functionality, focus, and the establishment of self-trust.
Supporting The Problem
I realize that what supports immaturity within my experience is Insecurity, as fear of (the essence or nature of) chaos. This fear exists within and as the knowledge of how corrupt and deceptive consciousness is within our existence, therefore something is inevitably going to go terribly wrong at any given moment.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed and controlled by the fear as insecurity, and fear of chaos as the expectation that something will inevitably go terribly wrong at any moment.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become Fickle, thus not allowing myself to develop consistency, stability, or steadfastness within my decisions and commitments.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to embrace new things, new experiences, new opportunities, and new relationships that would assist and support me to expand myself and grow myself in new ways.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed and controlled by Greed. I realize that greed is rooted in fear of lack/fear of loss, and also the less than/better than idea rather than seeing myself as Equal to Life.
I realize that the solution to immaturity is in taking Initiative, (responsibility) which can assist others in the process or realization and awakening to what is here as consciousness - so that we may stop being controlled by consciousness and assist and support each other to walk the process of Self honesty.
I realize that this requires me, within full understanding of myself as Equal, to Trust myself in my commitment and realizations, thereby enabling myself to express myself without being moved by fear.
I commit myself to Expand myself so that I may grow and develop myself thereby assisting not only myself, but others in order that all may reach our full potential for the creation of what is Best for All Life here in this world.
I commit myself to let go of personal opinions, ideas, desires, and wants in order that I may abundantly embrace, give as I would like to receive, and participate in what is my responsibility as part of the entirety of our existence, thus Fulfill my destiny in support of the creation of Equality of Life.