Monday, 4 February 2013
Day 172 - Routine Self Support
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to skip my routine this morning and so not set or accomplish my goal for the day.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not push my resistance to work towards getting things done that I needed to get done.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my directive principle of myself through drifting into states of comfort and relaxation when there were things I needed to get done.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I don't know what I want.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to neglect outlining and establishing specific goals for myself that need to be addressed within this current lifetime process.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to treat moments and days differently based on energy values of how I have valued days of the week, where Monday Tuesday and Wednesday are negative energy experiences - Thursday and Friday are neutral energy experiences and Saturday and Sunday are positive energy experiences of myself. I realize that all moments must be Equal and not defined within energy experiences of how I have programmed myself to feel based on days of the week.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear future consequence based on cycles of my past, and therefore repeat cycles of the past because I have allowed myself to be enslaved to the idea that I cannot transcend the past within my mind.
I commit myself to follow my morning routine as soon as I wake up and push my resistances to get things done that need to be done
I commit myself to when and as I see myself going into a state of comfort and relaxation - breathe, and be aware of what I am accepting and allowing within myself so that I may push through the resistance to relax in comfort so as to not allow myself to fall into the subtle trap of self-deception and self-dishonesty.
I commit myself to set my goals for the day and for my lifetime process
I commit myself to stick to my goals and my routine so that I may take responsibility for myself in supporting myself and all in self-honesty.
I commit myself to take directive principle of myself and to not allow myself to abdicate it to anyone or any situation.
I commit myself to establish self trust and communication with myself and my physical body through self-honesty so that I do not compromise myself in any situation that would cause consequences that I will end up regretting in the future.
I commit myself to know myself without question.