168 - The Evil Trinity of Beliefs Hopes and Desires

Something has been haunting me for a long time now, only to finally reveal itself while contemplating early this morning.

The infamous quote 'Know Your Role' on the surface it would appear to be an obvious slander. For myself it has been a bit of an issue, representing the submission and acceptance of oppression in hierarchical society.  From a different perspective however, this is something that I can see as being practical support.  In order to 'know my role', it is first important that I first 'know myself'.

Due to the extensive programming over my entire lifetime, I have allowed myself to fall into the many pitfalls of Desire, Hope, and Belief.  The combination of these three evils has formed the basis for repeated and extensive cycles of depression and disillusionment - for which I never saw how the pattern played out entirely.  I will attempt to outline the pattern to assist myself in this.

1.  Belief - The entry point for this whole programmed pattern is Belief.  That is to say many Beliefs are formed and accepted as 'the way it is' with the excuse that 'this is the way everyone exists', therefore I must exist in this same way – as holding Beliefs (borrowed and concocted opinions) of who I am in comparison with others, rather than accepting as who I actually am, as a physical being and an Equal in my reality.

2.  Desire – Through the existence of Beliefs, many selfish Desires begin to creep their way into the mind, and then they are accepted as 'natural' and 'normal', with the justification that everyone else is doing it – and it is even somehow acceptable to have 'secret' Desires.

3.  Hope – Hopes are consequently created through Desires, as Hope and Desire are inseparable - all three together form the Holy Trinity of Delusion.  Hope is the carrot on the stick that constantly leads into self-deception.  Through the Beliefs and Desires we create images of ourselves in our minds that are not real.  These images are the manifestation of us seeking to escape all of the (at times extreme) unpleasant consequences we have created for ourselves through denial.  We create alternate realities - personalities and characters in our mind to suite all of our false Hopes.

We then take these images as personalities and characters and act them out in order to try and get the experience that would match the desired outcome of how we would 'like' to experience ourselves, rather than accepting who we are here.  Then when we inevitably face the real consequences of what our delusional personalities (Hopes and Desires) created – which are unpleasant, or what we would classify as 'negative' energy experiences, we go into all kinds of reactions of frustration, anger, denial, depression etc etc.  All this without realizing that we accepted all the programmed false Beliefs, Hopes and Desires in the first place.

I am seeing this whole pattern with regards to a specific situation, and how it has played out in my life, and consequently lead to many disastrous situations.  Compounding the consequences is the continued denial through grasping for additional Beliefs, Hopes, and Desires - in addition to those already existing, hoping to find the right pattern for happiness and fulfillment.

This constant feedback loop takes us out of alignment with ourselves... thus 'Know Your Role', is really about knowing ourselves for who we really are, and so I am (we are) denying responsibility to ourselves and all, through chasing Beliefs, Hopes, and Desires. This eventually leads to blame and recreating the whole infinite pattern again.

Beliefs, Hopes and Desires ought to have no place in reality as they are actually neglect of who I am here, and what I have created for myself through past acceptances and allowances – this includes every aspect of my environment.  According to the images of my mind, my life would appear to be a disastrous failure - as not having achieved my grandest Hopes and Desires, thus judging myself and defining myself as a failure for not choosing the correct patterns of Beliefs, Hopes, and Desires, which were all deception from the start.

The lesson being – no matter how awful the situation appears to be, we really have no choice but to accept it and embrace who we are here, as that is the only way we can change to deprogram ourselves - to stop chasing selfish Desires, and so create the best possible situation for ourselves and everyone through living what is best for all.



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Day 118 – Why Do We Not See?

Why do we not see Self Dishonesty?
Why do we only see ‘what we should have done’ in hindsight…

Why do we say ‘we understand’…
When we do not?

Why do we boast of our goodness…
When all our goodness allows a world full of evil without restraint?

Why do we boast of our intelligence…
While our intelligence creates only deception, fear and destruction?

Why do we boast of our beauty…
When all beauty is comparison, in false judgement and condemnation?

Why do we believe the lie that we cannot change the system or ourselves…
When change is always here as ourselves?

Why do we consider ourselves as powerless to do anything…
When clearly we can speak, write, and communicate with each other?

Why have we devalued ourselves to that of less value than printed paper…
Without realizing that we created the paper, the banks, and the valuation system?

Why do we not realize the simplicity of united we stand, divided we fall…
When Best for All is the absolute Best for everyone?

Why do we fear the solution to the problem…
When the solution is within our self-will to implement?

Why do we not realize that everyone is aware that we are living a lie…
When self-honesty is to be true to yourself and everyone?

Why do we not trust ourselves…
When trust is the key to self-realization and knowing thyself?

Why do we believe we must punish ourselves…
When self-punishment only creates retribution, blame, and resentment?

Why do we not forgive ourselves…
When forgiveness is the key to self-empowerment?

Why do we create false characters, pretending to be something we are not, deceiving one another in fear of who we are…
When our real expression is fascinating, unconditional, unlimited, eternal, sharing of self here?

Why do we believe it’s ok to be a little bit selfish…
When all selfishness leads only to misery and death?

Why do we place our trust in useless hope…
When all hope fades in realization of self here?

Why do we place all our trust in that which we cannot physically see… trusting only that which we see in our minds?
When the physical is right here before us, able to be seen, touched and verified beyond the shadow of any doubt?

Why do we forsake ourselves in the belief someone outside of ourselves will save us…
When the existence of any idea, belief, opinion, or being - as separate from the physical Self here - is limitation and enslavement?

Why do we think slavery is ok?
When we can see that slavery results in extreme suffering and unspeakable atrocity

Why do we value ourselves as less than Life…
When the value of Life itself is Equal?

Why do we say that we know that we have to face ourselves…
yet continue on living in self-deception?

Why do we say that we know that we have to face ourselves…
yet continue on living in self-deception?

Why do we continually deny the truth of what is here…
When what is here is self-evident?

Why do we Not see, Realize, and Understand the consequences of condemning ourselves…
When consequence exists in spite of ignorance, and thus is inevitable, until all stand responsible as Life?

What will it take for humans to realize the physical state we are all in?
World War 3?
World Wide Plague?
World Wide Famine…?
Countless other consequences lye in wait for us…

What will it take for humans to realize, that hindsight only pleads with us to use foresight, so that we may realize that the only way to freedom is to take responsibility for Life… to create ourselves as Equal to Life so that we may Live free from enslavement and needless suffering.  

Find your courage to stand for Life.

Self support at Eqafe

Day 114 – Intelligence is Fear

Fascinating, yet repulsive, how we as human beings have attributed such high value to intelligence in our world.  Yet we have deliberately neglected to realize that, this great worship of intelligence (As most believe that intelligence is the ultimate attainment in the Universe), inherently and simultaneously manifests the polar opposite – stupidity - on a massive scale.

Look in self-honesty.  If you adhere to the virtue of intelligence, as giving it ‘value’, or claim to be ‘intelligent’, do you not judge others as ‘unintelligent’… or ‘less intelligent’, and thus of ‘less value’ than yourself?  Have we ever considered who created this ‘Intelligence God’ in our minds, who judges others so that we can believe we are better, or more deserving of life?

It is really quite simple to understand.  The word Intelligence is programmed into the system and automatically given ‘high value’ so as to justify itself as real – but it is NOT REAL in any way. That is to say that, it is merely a minute perception of reality, an IDEA, an OPINION, and a LIMITED DEFINITION of what actually IS REAL.  Thus it is a FALSIFIED PERCEPTION of reality, formed out of the desire for power and control over the physical reality… and it is used to generate one thing – FEAR.

This IDEA of ‘Intelligence’ is derived from knowledge and information – which is force fed through the education system, and those who, in fear and submission, store and regurgitate the best, are given higher value.  Thus knowledge and information is manipulated and controlled for the purpose of deceiving humanity into BELIEVING the false perception of who we are.  This is done so that some beings can have power and control - while many suffer. 

We are programmed to believe this is ‘just the way it is’, and ‘it will never change’, because if we were to change, and realize ourselves for who we really are within and as the physical reality, we would never allow such deception, ever.  

We can see with our computers and information systems, knowledge and information can be broken down to a Binary system.  A combination of 1’s and 0’s, in essence, which can be arranged in a multitude of ways to produce a desired outcome.

So, why is it that we give higher/lower value to our fellow man, purely based on the configuration/or how many 1’s and 0’s ‘the system’ has attributed to them?  Especially when we have a justice system that is absolutely controlled by the very same manipulative and corrupt value system.  If you have enough 1’s and 0’s, you can literally get out of any situation.  That, is a farce. Yet that, is what we have allowed to exist. Foolishness. 

We have neglected the simplicity of living common sense as what is best for all, in favour of claiming the belief that some beings have ‘more sense’ because they have more 1’s and 0’s than others???  
Meanwhile the actual real root of the problem is fear – allowing ourselves to be controlled by the idea that we must live in, and obey Fear, and every action we take MUST be done in compliance with the ‘Great God of Fear’ - so that we can ensure our survival and the selfish energy highs of ‘good experiences’, for a limited  time.

Just look at how much we have evolved – thanks to intelligence - we have justified every possible form of cruelty, abuse, destruction, and harm imaginable, all so that we can lay claim to a selfish experience of ourselves, in absolute ignorance of what is actually happening in our world.   

Intelligence should be to support Life in common sense and living what is best for all life –  and to NOT allow ourselves to be controlled by FEAR.  How simple is that really?… It is literally a matter of 1+1=2.  

Day 72 - Just-ice and Polarity-ice systems

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not be specific with where I am driving and so end up driving by a polarity-ice officer who had no choice but to pull me over and hand me a $240 fine for not wearing a seat-belt.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think that I can circumvent the system therefore despite the fact that I am fully capable of driving safely without a seat-belt, I must realize that I created the system and so therefore I am subject to its rules and regulations, and therefore subject to the systems robots whom are so completely enslaved they do not even realize they are enslaved.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create a system where a pol-ice officer can give me a fine which keeps me enslaved to the money system, and after handing me the fine, walk away saying "drive safe!" as if to say "I need to teach you a lesson on driving by handing you a fine so you can become a safer driver" as if to use the phrase as an insult and justification for a bullying money system.




I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a just-ice system that is absolutely ice-cold and inconsiderate in its merciless, and opinionated judgement of beings on the planet based on a money system of greed and self-interest.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react in frustration and so allow myself to get discouraged about my finances after getting a fine. In that, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get discouraged with myself when things don't go as I would like them to go. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to allow my mind to dictate a mood to my physical body so that I get down on myself and become discouraged through worrying about finances.  I realize worry is a word that I have re-defined as taking action.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that there is nothing I can do to change my financial situation

I commit myself to explore more opportunities to change my financial situation

I commit myself to push myself through resistances of frustration and so not allow my mind to dictate to my physical how I should feel based on money.

I commit myself to change myself and clear my starting point each time that a situation arises that I feel that I am being mistreated, as I realize all is an outflow of consequence that I accepted and allowed through me not taking responsibility for life.

I commit myself act in doing what is best for all in all situations

I commit myself to realize that this experience that I am living is not life, because if it were life, we would not have bullies.

I commit myself to be specific with myself within planning my itinerary as to where I am going and when and why, rather than wait till I am driving to figure it out.

Why are you not usingT.V and the newspapers as your main source to give this important message across.. all will listen to the ultimate solution

Looking at this point within myself I see that I must take responsibility to post more perspective regarding news stories. Our media, though claiming to offer an unbiased investigation, news production is precisely scripted to give a narrow view of the problems in our world, thereby providing a very one-dimensional picture to news stories. News media is very limited and impractical as it never offers the ultimate solution.

The solution they do offer is always channeled through either our senseless justice system, our corrupt political systems, our inept medical system, or our bullying, abusive military and police systems. All of which pay tribute to the ultimate god of this world... Money. That which reflects to us the extent of our abusive and irresponsible disregard for life. We seem to prefer our selfish bubbles of illusion and fake love to make us feel comfortable in a world full of deception.

Narrator puppets find all their glory in promoting self-righteous morality as a means for us to justify in our mind why we are powerless to do anything. This is outright deception, as we have a voice and we now have internet where we can investigate, blog, vlog, and post our perspective on issues. Not only that, but we have the ULTIMATE SOLUTION on a golden platter right before us....

THE EQUAL MONEY SYSTEM!

If this ultimate solution is right here for us... why don't we all stand up and support it? Two primary answers.

1. NEGLECT - Not questioning ourselves deeply enough or willing to investigate what is REALLY going on. Therefore we prefer to blame others as the evil ones so that we don't have to take responsibility for our world. We even take it to the extent that we want to see others suffer horribly as an outflow of our desire for revenge. The extent of evil and self-deception that we allow to continue within ourselves and our world is far beyond description. How easily to just 'change the channel' in the T.V. in our minds... Do we need Death, Hell and Destruction knocking at our door to stop this? They are all here.

2. FEAR - We clearly see ourselves for who we really are within our daily participation. So our minds work feverishly to compartmentalize our experience of ourselves within alternate personality structures so that we (THINK!!!)we can evade ourselves. Quite simply, if you hide from yourself for long enough, the consequences become more extreme for yourself, as the reflection of you as your world attempts to reflect to you who you really are so you may realize yourself. Many choose to spite themselves out of existence entirely through cycles of self-condemnation, unable to forgive themselves as they are too afraid to accept and embrace themselves and change to support all life equally.

And if you think god is the answer... please, we have been enchanted with the stories and illusion of the invisible man for long enough. If he did exist, he is cruel beyond measure, as we currently exist as absolute cruelty, in his image. That would make heaven a living hell indeed. But who needs that when we are already living in pure hell. Maybe you haven't experienced it yet... just look around a little bit, you will.

Its time to stand up and expose the deception in the system and in the news so we can change our world through taking self-responsibility. If we do this, we will create an Equal Money System! And ultimately, a heaven on earth, where it should be... not out there somewhere, but here, as us, as the living expression of life in self-honesty, supporting all life equally with dignity and respect.

Lets face ourselves, and forgive ourselves, so that we do not ever let this happen again.