Dream
I
was on a couch beside a TV (not watching it) 'Person A' was sitting
on a chair... I Asked Person A a question regarding breathing, Person
A understood and interpreted my question as me wanting to be a portal
- Person A appeared to grow increasingly attractive with a growing
smile as if to convey a sense of certainty and urgency. I focused
intently at her right eye (which appeared as a greenish color) in
attempt to understand the message she was conveying. She informed me
that "111 portals are needed to solve/save myself - we are
currently at 14". There was a slight fear that came up with
that knowledge. I was slightly disappointed with myself, and
slightly jealous that I was not yet able to leave my body.
I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist
within and as pride as the desire to leave my body, existing within
the desire to 'save myself' and 'save the world' and 'do good' when
what I am actually doing is seeking to escape myself and the work
that I need to do on myself here, as deleting my memories, stopping
energy addictions, and directing my breath. I realize this desire is
actually a fear of facing myself and changing myself to take
responsibility and live within and as my physical body as what is
best for all.
I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge
myself and be disappointed with myself within my process where I have created a fear of who I am, as
not being able to take full responsibility for who I am and what I
have created myself as - as existing within the mind of
Pride/Ego/Vanity and Fear.
I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate
within the beauty system where I define myself and others as beautiful or ugly.
I realize that desiring beauty is existing in and as fear of myself
where I am seeking a positive energy experience and so seeking to
avoid the negative energy experience. I realize that hiding from
ugliness is defining myself in polarity based on personal opinion and thus denying myself as who I am here as the physical. All must be taken into
consideration Equally as Equal.
I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist
within desiring to have more knowledge of life, as if knowledge of
Life would save me from myself, when knowledge is not Life. I realize
this is a manifestation of the Fear of not being able to become Life
myself - this rather than apply myself and push myself to realize
myself in each moment HERE, through breathing and deleting memories
as they come up with self-forgiveness.
I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I
do not have enough value - as a statistic based on knowledge - to be
Life. I realize that this is a false perception within my mind which
keeps me in an imaginary character of myself as the mind, which is
preventing me from realizing myself and becoming the directive
principle of myself as my physical body.
I
forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the act of
Smiling as a stimulation and in so created the simulation of life
which can only function through the stimulus of mind/energy as
polarity - rather than actually living as Self-directed Equals in
common sense.
I
commit myself to face myself as the dimensions of myself which I have
created in trying to escape myself in order that I may align myself
with Equality as what is best for all through stopping my mind as
memories and desires/fears.
I
commit myself to walk myself out of the dimensions I have created for
myself so that I can live as a physical being here in applying myself
to realize myself here as an Equal in every way.
I
commit myself to realize that in order for me to pass through 'the eye of the needle', I must take full responsibility for who I am and all
that I have created and all that I will create in the past so that
all align with the principle of Equality as Best for All.
I
commit myself to make breathing with myself as the director - a habit
in which I am constantly pushing myself to be aware of every breath
until the mind has no power over me to enslave me to a program.
I
commit myself to transform myself into a person that actually cares
about life for real, so much so that I become the living expression
of what is best for all in every way.
I commit myself to realize that Desteni is the only group of human beings that are actually working on a solution that would actually SOLVE every problem in the world without creating any new problems.
I commit myself to realize that dreams are an illusion created through consciousness as a reflection of who I am as the physical, and in so dreams are able to assist me solely for the purpose of stopping my selfish desires and fears so that I can take responsibility for myself as birthing myself as Life in the physical.
I delete the memory of the dream
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