Day 19 - The Trap

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to miss any opportunity within my breathing and life experience here on this planet to push myself/change/direct and manifest Equality in all ways so that I stand in every way as a living example of what is best for all.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give in to fears, uncertainty and neglect as blindfolds and chains within my world and reality, where deliberate self-deception has been accepted as 'normal' and 'justifiable' and 'legal' thus inducing harm upon ourselves and preventing ourselves from seeing who we really are as Equal - as realizing ourselves as Equals we would free ourselves of all harm and enslavement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that 'there is no consequence' for the abdication and denial of individual responsibility and common sense, as each individual being responsible for the well being of ALL within considering all Life Equally.  

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to deliberately scheme and configure plans to dominate, subvert and conquer my neighbor in perceiving 'them' as my enemy, all the while I was merely laying a trap to dominate, subvert and conquer myself and thus enslaving myself and all.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to deny that I have fallen for the trap that I laid for myself through my deliberate denial of considering all life Equally within the decisions I have made in the past, where I was aware - as all is aware - of the deception and denial of self-as-all within seeking only personal glorification as greed/selfishness/self-interest.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to deceive myself to the extent that my only option left was to lead myself into my own trap so that I could see and face the result and consequences of my actions/in-actions through pain and suffering of all as myself - and so bring myself to the brink of annihilation in reaping what I have shamefully sown for myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to permit shame, fear and guilt to stop me from facing myself and correcting myself through a process of change within applying self-forgiveness.  I realize that within doing so, I am able to assist myself and others to stop the abuse that is existing in our world through denial of facing the trap we are all in.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to deny that there is only ONE way out of this trap of self-deception - that being individual self-honesty, self-forgiveness and self-correction where all may come to the ultimate realization that NONE are free until ALL are free.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to limit and con myself into the con of consciousness which I believed and perceived to be a valid replacement for awareness as breath - within doing so I was denying the actuality of myself being Equal to All existence through the belief that I am separate and there is some 'higher power' that is guiding all of existence and taking responsibility for my dishonesty with myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to trick myself into my own trap through the illusion of fantasy, enchantment, ethereal love, light, and mystery as perceiving those to be the source of life, when in fact they were illusions as disguised fear which has lead me and all to the very precipice of existence, to come face to face with the ultimate question that will decide who we are - Will we stand as Life as Equality or not?



Artwork by Jason Zuckerman

7yr Journey to Life - Day 12 - Domination

Every time we have a thought, it is accepted and allowed desire for Submission or Domination.  And so, we have Dominated ourselves, and all become slaves to our minds. 

Domination is often played out in sexual fantasy games such as BDSM.  Why is it that we enjoy these experiences?  For the most part, we are seeking energetic experiences through pushing our limitations of fear and pain.  But the interesting part is that this type of experience can create an addiction to an energetic rush of fear and excitement, where we are seeking a limited personal bliss as a form of enlightenment, rather than actually transcending our fears and directing ourselves to become effective and do what is necessary to be done to change our world as a whole.  

Humans are considered the 'Dominant' species.  Yet, do we humans ever consider what we are Dominating? Is it not obvious that through our desire for Domination, we are acting like Dominoes in killing and destroying all life on earth?    Domination is the polarity of Submission, so we have also desired Submission through wanting others to take responsibility for us rather than taking responsibility for ourselves. All mankind has ever done throughout history is seek Domination through war and conflict in the quest for power and control.

The solution to the problem is common sense within understanding who we really are as Equals.

Therefore the only thing that stands in the way of becoming life - Self-Realization.  And there are only 2 things that stand in the way of self-realization;

Fear and Resistance.

Both of which are programs taught to us through our predecessors.  And so we believed them because we thought them to be 'wise' and 'understanding'.  Yet if we look at our current existence, it is plain to see that clearly they lacked understanding - because we still have a world full of humans who heedlessly seek Domination, power and control.  Why do we allow this?  Because the Domination and Submission systems exist within US.

What is the Fear?

Simply facing who we really are as physical beings rather than 'ideas' and 'opinions' and 'beliefs' of who we are.  Personalities and status identities in conflicting rivalries that resonate and manifest war both inside ourselves and outside as our world as a whole.

We are all Equally responsible.   So how do we stop conflict and war?  By individually taking responsibility to stop supporting and participating in ideas, opinions, beliefs and egotistical personalities, erroneously thinking 'that is who we are'.  Nonsense.  Certainly we can all agree on the one and only absolute reality that is not debatable - We are physical beings on a physical planet.  In so doing, we will actually work to create Heaven on Earth.

Common Sense. If everyone on earth gave everything they had instead of greedily hoarding the resources on our planet - EVERYONE would have access to EVERYTHING they need and more than they could ever imagine. We would all live RICH and fulfilling lives beyond our wildest dreams, and for the first time ever in existence - we would not have to fight for our survival, but we would actually LIVE - through giving.  Every day would be ten thousand times better than the best Christmas anyone ever had!

What is the Resistance? 

Change.  Believing that we cannot change because we are so afraid of letting go of our personal desires and beliefs.  Hung up on guilt and self condemnation.  Hung up on living in self-interest.  Hung up on fears of what we would have to give up.  All mind created non-sense that does not take into consideration what it is we are actually sacrificing by NOT giving up our self-interest and false ideas of free choice.  Change happens only though self-forgiveness and self-correction.

Domination is not Life.   Can we all agree to Live for once, and for All?


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to seek Domination as that of desiring power and control through egotistical desires and personality constructs that I have accepted and allowed as real throughout my life experience when they were not.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to try and Dominate myself as the physical reality and in so create machines of enslavement, where I thought I would find comfort and happiness, but instead I found only misery and delusion as being subject to, and less than my physical existence.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create a Domino effect within my reality through inconsideration of myself as Equal to my reality and in so I found myself subject to consequential outflows of fear, suffering and enslavement, which I allowed though my active participation within fear and not transcending resistance to change myself into that which stands for what is best for all in all ways.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to neglect myself and be ignorant of the fact that desiring energetic experiences of myself as pictures in my mind in self-interest are not in fact real, but me attempting to Dominate myself in fear of facing who I am.  I realize that I am here as the physical and so must face resistance and use it as a tool in establishing who I am as Equal to my world and my reality.  Therefore I take responsibility to stand within the realization that - who I am affects my world and my reality as me in resonant agreement to unconditionally stand for Equality of Life in all ways.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to seek Submission as enslavement to systems, whereby I do not live but exist as an organic robot slave.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to seek Submission as enslavement as trying to escape responsibility to direct myself and avoid facing myself as who I am as co-creator of existence here within manifested consequential outflows which reflect to me myself.  I no longer accept and allow myself to desire to be directed by systems, but I choose to live as Equal, as self-direction and in so I give myself to Life so that I may give and all may see that giving is the way to Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire to be a Master and in so create myself as a slave to my own creation as systems.