Day 116 –The Fraud of Believing in A Higher Power

Many people hold to the idea that there is a ‘higher power’ in existence.   This is the most ‘politically correct’ form of religion, yet it is still a religion, and a beLIEf just the same.

Lets challenge this religion and belief system.

What is a ‘higher power’?  First of all, a statement such as ‘I believe in a higher power’ could mean anything, from an invisible all-powerful intelligent being (or even the possibility of such), to a ‘higher self’ separate from yourself, to a guardian angel… Maybe its your favourite teddy bear, or your cat… who knows…

Secondly, it is a way of saying that something else is in control of your life, and is more powerful than you – which is another fancy way of saying – I am content with my bewilderment, so I don’t  need to know what’s really going on, as long as I am comfortable – I’m happy with my life… fuck everyone else.

Most often, people who hold this belief deliberately leave out the specificity – likely they don’t have an explanation themselves as to ‘what it is’ - or they do so in order to avoid confrontation, perhaps embarrassed to admit they don’t understand.  This is nothing but a lame excuse, and a cop-out.  Sometimes the issue is that people fear they will be drawn into some religious belief if they were to trust themselves to take responsibility to investigate. 

God forbid people would have the courage to investigate the subject for themselves in self-honesty.  After all, what better way to cover up the question of your existence than to say ‘I simply believe in something random which cannot be defined or explained!

So, out of fear and/or selfish greed - gotta keep up with the rat race, besides, who has time to actually question what we are doing, surely someone will do that for me - people will lay claim to this vague belief system and voila!  No more worries, no more responsibility!  Secretly, they think “My Higher Power will take care of everything for me!”  “I’m special and a loving and caring person…” “I like to keep conversation light and fluffy, deep conversations are awkward…”  “Ah, life in a Bubble!”  

This is very subtle trap of self-deception, because it is through acceptance of this belief system that we justify self-dishonesty, in compliance with the greater system of deception.  Within this world system, people are generally in fear of what others will think of them, so they ‘don’t want to go there’.   Fear itself is self-dishonesty.

It’s like taking a back seat to avoid your responsibility – as within the belief in a higher power, you automatically classify yourself as ‘Less than’ the higher power, so you can have a sense of comfort, in the belief (belief on top of a belief, just pile on the lies until something sounds plausible lolol) that you are ‘free’ from the stress and anxiety of that whole messy question of ‘who am I…?’ and ‘What am I doing here?’.

I am here telling you now that this belief system is complete bullshit, as is all forms of religion if one simply does a little bit of research.  So, upon reading this, you are now aware and absolutely responsible – that is to say that, should you continue in this fraudulent belief system – you are willingly choosing to do so in ignorance and denial of your responsibility to yourself – and consequence grows ever impatient.  

I for one, am taking responsibility for myself, in changing myself to live what is best for all, so that this horrible world can wake up and realize and understand that self-dishonesty is no longer acceptable in any way whatsoever.  Life must be given Equal value, and NOT be valued by bogus dollar signs and fearful elitists who think they can bully and deceive Life in spite and selfish greed.  

All spitefulness is doomed.  

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Day 74 - You're Special

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize, that in thinking I am special, I have actually allowed myself to become just a spec of the I of all, in separation and denial of all as me, thus when my body dies, it breaks down to specs of dust of the earth that will no longer animate my special characters. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be special, in so much that I create hypothetical situations in my mind, in trying to imagine what I would be like if everyone saw this care-actor and were so astounded by my words that they all talked about me and my great character amongst themselves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think of myself as a special character and so create imaginary dimensions in my mind as thoughts and judgements against others, so as to promote myself in seeking the attention and worship of others, because in the beLIEf that I am special, my point of view is more valuable, more profound, and strangely unique.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my personal feelings about someone are more valid than another beings feelings, because I believe I am special, I am an env(o)y of the universe sent to bring love and joy to everyone - even though most people do not appear to see my special character that I create in the magical world of my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trust that my magical character in my mind will save me from harm when danger threatens me.  I realize that I do this to bring a false sense of comfort to my special characters.  I realize that my magical mind character, my spirit guide that keeps me safe, is actually a reflection of my self-dishonesty - because I am too afraid to face the real consequences of what I have created, accepted, and allowed in the physical world - as absolute self-denial of who I really am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create both an angel character to compliment me and validate my goodness, and also a demonic character whom I can blame everything on when I am faced with the actual physical consequences of what I have accepted and allowed myself to become - as a bi-polar mind slave that denies myself in the desire for excitement, as fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in my lust for attention and energy, and in my decision to submit to fear, I have accepted myself as a compromise, a partial truth, of who I really am, and thus the partial truth of me is therefore the acceptance of me as the complete lie.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create thoughts in my mind as gods, demons, angels, masters, serving peasants, perverted liars and cheaters of life.  I realize that I have justified these characters as 'normal' and 'acceptable' in the I belief that 'I need them to survive', and 'I am strong and in control of my mind',  and 'I am good and would never let them get out of hand'.  In that, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create these characters in full understanding that these thoughts create severe consequences in my physical world, and thus all the torture, suffering and enslavement of the world is because of my thoughts, as I have loved my secret and selfish desires - at the extreme cost of making others pay the real price for my dishonesty, proving that I have feared death, suffering and have neglected my true self as all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play the simple, humble, caring and loving characters as a cover-up to hide the real me.  I realize that these cover ups are all very thin veils, and that anyone, even children and others who use fake characters, can easily see through my disguises, even though they be unwilling to drop the charade for themselves.

I commit myself to drop the charade and face myself and reality for real.

I commit myself to realize that fear is the con of consciousness which causes unnecessary and extreme suffering.

I commit myself to research and understand how I created this false mind-reality

I commit myself to stand for what is best for all.

I commit myself to changing myself from being a slave to my secret mind, to one who exposes the truth of myself to myself.

I commit myself to investing in the one and only solution to life as Equality for all

I commit myself to the journey to life, to nothingness so life can be born in the physical as best for all

I commit myself to distinguish with common sense - what is necessary for life, and what is not

I commit myself to give all of myself to life through self-forgiveness, as I would like to receive of life.

Ode to 0rdoTempliAurora

Here I submit a response regarding your video, "Desteni Preacher
of Hate, Bernard Poolman".  You sound highly intellectual, however
you have rendered absolutely no evidence worthy of the titles
claim, therefore it is clearly only a facade.  What you have managed
is an arrogated assumption of your own debilitated
lack-of-discernment,  I am somewhat dismayed by these false
accusations, replete with petty ego, thoughtless malice, and void of
any coherent relevance whatsoever.

In future, should you ascertain any pointed and/or sagacious findings,
please provide actual citations so they can be dissected and discussed
through pertinent and stimulating discourse. 

Your outrageous claims, obviously attempting to appeal to the shallow
judgmental constructs of your audience through attempted aspersion
and mendacious labeling, only serve to magnify your deficiency and
lack of integrity to undergo self-introspection and stand in self-honesty
of what you have accepted and allowed in our world.

"Bernard Poolman's Desteni is a centralized regime, run as a
dictatorship, which advocates strictly regimented economic, industrial,
and social controls." 

Your comparison of the Desteni group with that of a regime and
dictatorship is a  completely unfounded calumniation, which, not only
makes one want to question the reason, but also the extent of your
pronounced desperation and fear.

"Suppresses free speech and forcibly attempts to censor criticism..."

It is rather unfortunate that your aged and feeble appeal to the
'defense of free speech' simply wins no favor, as those who -
unlike yourself - actually apply themselves have come to the
obvious realization, that as long as we are enslaved, no freedom
actually exists, it is an illusion.  Thus free speech is nothing but an
avenue of perpetual abuse.

Your argument of 'Destonians condemning non-Destonians as
less-than-inferior beings', is again devoid of merit or citation and
thus scarcely more than a childish accusation. 

"The Desteni philosophy is based entirely on influences of mysticism,
the new age, religion, occultism, and spirituality" 

I would strongly recommend, that before stating empty, spiteful
claims that our group is aligned with a borrowed mystical or
occultist philosophy, you would first endeavor to apply yourself
in the fundamental research sufficient to discover that there is
no actual adhering to a philosophy, but rather an alignment to
the simple, common sense principle of 'what is best for all'.  This is
the only way in fact, to honor life, if I may so rudely speculate that
you have yet to stumble upon that realization.  

Although I have not seen any proposed solutions to the worlds
problems from yourself or your supporters, I sincerely hope that
you will open yourself to the possibility that you can forgive
yourself, and change, for the good of all mankind.  In doing so,
you will learn to be an effective human being ,that stands for a
dignified life for all.  

In closing, I would suggest that in order to develop a broader
understanding of the scope of what is happening and what is
necessary to be done in our world, I think it would be of great
assistance to you and everyone if future communications be
subject to the following 2 simple criteria;

Don't talk shit about Desteni
Don't talk shit about Bernard

Sincerely 

William