7 Year Journey to Life - Day 1

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge and condemn 

myself from a starting point of fear of 'not being included' therefore allowing 

myself to sabotage myself and my process in reaction to self judgement 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resent my current situation, 

not realizing that I am living out the consequences of what I have deliberately 

accepted and allowed and actively participated in within my life experience 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear future consequences 

of being without money and dying, not realizing that allowing this fear to 

play out in my mind creates further consequence and this fear only allows 

justification for me to not take responsibility for what is here and standing 

for equality as what is best for all 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to sabotage myself through 

anger, resentment and fear, thus allowing myself to become discouraged with 

myself and wanting to give up 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to regret my past where 

I fell for the illusion and so did not stand for life in all ways.  This regret 

identifies a point of ego within me where I am desiring to be better than or 

special 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in the 

polarity system of beauty/ugliness where I have self defined ideas of what 

is beautiful and what is ugly placing these values above the value of life 

as what is best for all 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to hide from 

myself within the belief that I don't fit in or that I don't matter. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be directed and 

controlled by the feeling of shame of who I have allowed myself to become 

as fear addicted to energy 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe I have 

nothing to contribute and I have transcended everything already.  This 

is a mind illusion which only justifies me trying to feel better about 

myself and so not work towards true equality as ending the abuse and 

suffering in the world 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire personal 

happiness while others suffer 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to complain about my 

circumstances while many in the world do not even have the basic necessities 

of life 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think that the 

physical existence as the elements are harming me, when in fact they are 

helping me to face myself and become life. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think that life 

does not care 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to derail my process 

through blaming others

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not communicate effectively

with myself and others