March 27
Worked quite hard today taping. Left foot a little soar from standing on the ladder. Recall feeling very angry last night. Had a dream of some old high school friends, then I was at another friends house, it was late and he directed my upstairs to go to sleep. When I got to the top of the stairs, there was only one room. I opened the door, and his mother was there with another girl and some children. I didn't want to impose, but they invited me in saying something to the effect like 'we are doing things differently now'. I felt accepted.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make a fool of myself and not understand the severity of my life experience
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for being a fool and foolish.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my responsibility to the primary objective of this existence
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