Got the bathroom renovation finished today. Thankfully all went well. Did a high end estimate which took a couple hours. On to the drywall stage which should go well. If so I will be on my way to partial financial recovery.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be over sensitive and so allow myself to suppress myself inhibiting my personal growth.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be defensive in my reactions, fearing the worst before anything even happens.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that things will not turn out the way I expect them to.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself in ways which I need to grow and expand myself
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to underestimate myself, and so over work myself to gratify others padding their ego's in false humility, false trust, and blind obligation
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place others needs before my own as a means of self sacrifice while in a world based in self interest
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live my life in an unrealized zombie-like autopilot state of mind
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trivialize my life experience without considering consequences of my actions, nor the consequences of inaction – being what I neglected to transcend to stand for life as the gift that has been given me
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