Day 411 - Creating Self Trust

 Wednesday August 26, 2020

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become mesmerized by the manifestation and complexity of infinite designs within nature and consciousness.  

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to evade responsibility in the context of uncertainty/lack of self trust within the point of communicating myself and sharing my process from the starting point of re-integration

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear that I will inadvertently judge someone or say/post something offensive as an outflow of ego consciousness as opposed to me simply sharing myself and my experience within process

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear that I will lose track of myself and so become sidetracked or distracted and so cause others to go into judgment, fears, angers etc because of my fuck ups.  I realize that I must walk the point of self trust within myself as a practical application to the extent that I can see it through to physical movement breath by breath

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to forget my own starting point of being here, unmoved by anything but the principle as what is best for all life