Jan 26
Part 3
In a way, hid from having a 'love'
relationship. Wondering if that is preventing me from connecting
with myself
Examine things from multiple
dimensions.
Time, Conscious, Sub conscious,
Unconscious, Impermanence, Samsara (wheel of suffering), Self
Interest, Equality,
Part 2
Feeling very Frustrated, Angry,
Nihilistic, Doom, Negative... Guilt, Shame, Regret, Embarrassment,
etc. Don't take it personally.
Part 1
Dream
Side note: When I was younger I told
my parents that I wanted to be a rockstar.
There were a bunch of rock stars and I
in this parking garage. It was some kind of party and I was singing
the song Cryin with Steven Tyler. There was a lot of excitement and
I was putting all of my effort into singing. It was a blast - even
though neither of us could remember the words properly, for which I
was rather embarrassed.
Definition
Self Honesty - Our primary relationship
with Self - To be One with Self - Thereby enabling Self to see from
all perspectives so that one may assist, support, care for,
understand, realize, encourage, motivate, inspire, strengthen, and
accept the physical Self in all ways. To be physical, as One
opposed to physical and mental as duality.
Directive
Remove ALL Limitations for
investigative purposes
Networking - Enables growth
Perspective on Suffering - it is a gift
within the sense that it allows us to become more aware of our
mortality, thus we can Appreciate what time we are given, and
simultaneously realize that we are not in the physical reality
forever - thus use our time effectively.
Regret
I tried to see the bigger picture early
in my life, and I did so in as much as I had the capacity to do so,
hence religion where I assumed god to be the solution, where if all
stood with god, then all problems would be easily resolved... which
is accurate, yet not the entire story. I did not realize (or did not
see, neglected, denied) my responsibility to myself, and that is a
point of regret. Will I ever get over regret? I see that I have to
accept what is in the past and use it as guidance for myself.
Shame
Result of perceived failure,
humiliation. Forgive and Let Go of past.
Breathe and Push to Birth Self as Life
in the physical.
Frustration is Grasping - Suffering
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