Day 126 – Redefining Good and Bad

 

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire ‘feel good’ or positive energy experiences for myself in polarity to ‘feel bad’ or negative energy experiences of myself in self interest – as the good generating the bad and vice versa in a perpetual cycle of enslavement.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold the perception of, and label various experiences as ‘good’ or ‘bad’ relative to ‘how I feel’ within the context of seeing myself as separate, rather than simply moving myself though all situations and walking through each and every experience within and as breath - for the one purpose of Equalizing myself and my world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to avoid perceived bad/negative experiences in self interest, not realizing that these experiences must be addressed and dealt with so that I can take responsibility for myself in effectively creating myself as what is best for all in all situations.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to e-valuate events, processes, appointments, situations as ‘good’ or ‘bad’ within the context of how I feel about the situation, rather than aligning them relative to whether or not they support (or do not support) what is best for all, and therefore aligning all of my decision making within that context, so that I can change and align myself within the principle of Equality, and create myself as Equal to Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be enslaved to consequence as the revenge of the ego, where I participate in patterns of the past based on what I accepted and allowed in the past – through self judgement and lack of self-forgiveness - because I believe myself to be in debt to the system of consequence, as believing myself to be less than consequence which I have created rather than deal with consequence as equal to myself as what is here.

 

I commit myself to base all my decision making processes within the context of best for all or not best for all.

I commit myself to align all of my perceptions to the single starting point of whether or not it supports Life.

I commit myself to face and deal with all situations, events, processes, and appointments that must be dealt with without procrastinating and leaving things to the last minute.

I commit myself to becoming effective as possible within creating myself as Equal to myself here as a physical being.

I commit myself to align all of my desires to be only that which is common sense in supporting Life as what is Best for All.

I commit myself to face all patterns of enslavement within myself so that I can direct myself to stop participating in limited patterns based on the past, and so that every action and movement I participate in is self-directed as supporting Life as Equal in all ways.

Day 125–Every Business is A Pyramid Scheme

It quite obvious to see within corporations where you have a CEO, the executives, the managers and all the rest of the ‘white collars’ at or near the top of the pyramid.  Lets not forget the shareholders of course, their only function is see to it that profit is being generated, regardless of how many have to suffer for it.  Another part of the scheme exists within the government in positions of power where tax dollars are collected (not to mention kick backs, bribes, secret deals, blatant theft etc. etc.) all to feed the system of control whereby we are all kept enslaved to the who charade. 

White collar workers of course do no physical labour, that is too petty and demeaning for beings of such ‘high intelligence’.  What great intelligence indeed, to maintain ones position and financial advantage despite the consequences to the rest of the world.  Oh of course they are always quick to offer grandiose charitable donations in the public eye so that everyone can see how righteous and good hearted they are. 

As we go down the pyramid we find the blue collar workers, working and slaving hard to serve their masters.  We all need to survive right?  So as long as I make a pay check, it doesn’t matter what kind of work I am doing..?  I always wondered who actually constructed the bombs that fell on Hiroshima, did they consider what impact their labor would have?  Or did they just pass it off as their job?

The point is we are all part of the big scheme, because we all participate and allow an abusive system to exist.  Every transaction is a contribution to the scheming. We are all responsible, even the small business man is part of it.  Just because small business is a few bricks down from the top, does not make them any less responsible. Big business would not survive without small businesses. 

Obviously large corporations are not going to change, they are quite comfortable abusing the system and raping the planet.  So what is the responsibility of the small business man?  You cannot abstain from doing business.  Therefore there is only one REAL solution to the problem.  That is to support the replacement of the current abusive system – Capitalism and Consumerism - with one that actually has absolute integrity to support all life on this planet.  The solution is simple – Equal Money for All.  The system that is not drive by profit, but driven by supporting each other as Equals and doing business that is best for all in Common Sense.  Its time to topple this whole pyramid and start doing business for real.

Day 124–The Conversationalist

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself – within slowing myself down – to maintain the pace of myself within breathing constantly and consistently being here as breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put myself in situations where I believe that I can relax from being directive principle of my breath.  I realize that within these situations, I must still apply myself within awareness so that I continue to push myself in practicing taking directive principle in each moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my directive principle when a moment changes, as I find myself speaking with someone, and words just come out of my mouth, showing me that I am not equal and one with my words yet.  I realize that there is subtle fear there, as the fear of how others perceive me, fear of others thinking that I am weird or foolish if I were to slow myself down within conversation and direct my words as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear how other perceive me, and allow myself to be directed and controlled by that fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project the fear that others will believe me to be foolish or weird.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am getting value from saying things that are funny, as the desire for a personality character experience of myself in the belief that my personality character is better than others because I want to prove to others that I have no fear.  In so I am attempting to validate my own character as ‘funny’ or ‘unique’ rather than applying myself, and so placing value on my personality character above standing equal to my words as directive principle of myself. 
Within this believe that I am getting value from being humorous, there is fear of changing myself and fear of uncomfortable moments where nothing is being said – fear that I am wasting opportunity to express.  So, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I am wasting opportunities to express, when what this leads me to do is to act or speak without standing equal to my words as directive principle because I am allowing myself to go on autopilot in fear of wasting a moment to express myself.  I realize that I must first slow myself down to here as breath awareness to acquire the starting point of myself, and then speak words equal to myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear uncomfortable or awkward moments, as projecting the belief that others will become uncomfortable if I do not speak and potentially believe that I am afraid to speak.  In this, I realize that I am trying to be the conversationalist hero that saves others from awkward feelings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe myself to be the conversationalist hero, as placing my personality above being directive principle of myself.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to be patient with myself when speaking.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my funny personality character.

I commit myself to practicing maintaining directive principle of breath awareness when I am speaking with others.

I commit myself to realize that I must first establish my starting point of here as breath when speaking with others.

I commit myself to stop fearing what I think that others will believe and take responsibility for myself first before trying to assist others.

I commit myself to realize that I cannot help anyone if I am not clear within myself first.

I commit myself to realize that I must not place any value in funny or wise personality characters, as this only serves as a distraction and a false appearance of myself.

I commit myself to stop projecting the fear of what others will think of me if I slow myself down and take directive principle of myself when speaking.

I commit myself to equalize all times with myself where I am not in fear of others when speaking or interacting.

I commit myself to realize that I cannot afford to take breaks from applying myself within breathing.

Day 123 – Clearing the Fear in Decision Making

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make decisions based in subtle fears, rather than slowing down,  simplifying, and analyzing all of the starting points as to why I am making the decisions I am in process of making.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize and understand, that making decisions based in subtle fears (conscious, subconscious, or unconscious) carries with it undesirable consequences as a direct result of those decision making processes. Even though I may not be consciously aware of the fear, I am still responsible for everything that goes on in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe decision making is difficult, in the fear that I will make the wrong decision.  I realize that I cannot see all possible outcomes of my decision making, therefore fretting about making a wrong decision is based in self-judgement, and thus does not support myself and others, but that of projected belief systems.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry about decisions, based on the decisions I have made in the past - where things did not work out the way I expected.  I realize this is allowing myself to be directed and controlled by ‘fear of loss’ as ‘fear of survival’ based on our enslavement to the current money system. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel guilty about making the wrong decisions.  I realize that guilt only reflects me to myself, so that I can see myself and change myself (rather than judge and condemn myself as I have done in the past).  I simply make the decision.  If there is any guilt or judgement, I stop and check the starting points of why I made the decision to re-align myself with supporting myself in living what is best for all.

I commit myself to recognize when I am making decisions, and check the starting point of all decisions to make sure no fear or selfishness is directing me.

I commit myself to clearing my starting point before making decisions, so that I am simply here as breath when I make decisions.

I commit myself to simplify decisions based on what is necessary to be done to primarily facilitate Equality as what is best for all, and in that support myself in the process of taking responsibility to get things done.

I commit myself to enjoy decision making, as aligning enjoyment with taking responsibility within the system I have allowed to be created, so that I can change myself and the system.

I commit myself to take responsibility to direct myself within the decision making process and to embrace the fact that the money system of control is designed to induce fear.  Therefore I commit myself to not be moved by this fear, but to move myself in the simplicity of supporting myself and living what is best for all. 

Day 122–The Revised Alchemical Process of Self-Perfection

Alchemy was an influential philosophical tradition whose early practitioners' claimed profound powers which were known from antiquity. The defining objectives of alchemy are varied; these include the creation of the fabled philosopher's stone possessing powers including the capability of turning base metals into the noble metals gold or silver, as well as an elixir of life conferring youth and longevity.
The problem was, Alchemists never fully understood the nature of the problem they worked so hard to resolve, and so, without having a proper starting point, all efforts were in vain.
Here is a relative description of different stages of the alchemical processes and how they can relate and assist self in the process of self-realization and self-discovery.

1. Ablation
The separation of a component by removing the upper part, sometimes by skimming it off the surface.
The realization that we have separated ourselves through belief systems and thinking we are better than the physical reality, not realizing the consequences of such or who we are.
 
2. Stratification
An operation which produces layers in the substance in the flask.
The realization that we have separated ourselves into many layers of thought, space, and time.

3. Albification
The making of the matter in the alchemical work become white.
Trying to purify ourselves through self-righteous thoughts, beliefs and valuations in thinking we are ‘better than’ ourselves as the physical.

4. Ascension
When the active or subtle part rises up in the flask, usually by heating.
The attempt to escape oneself through raising ones vibration and creating make believe fantasies of the mind.  This erroneous belief only leads to diminishment, as one believes the fallacy that energy can exist forever, while energy feeds off and thus requires the physical to exist.

5. Conjunction
The joining of two opposite components, often seen as the union of the male and female, the subtle and gross, or even the elements.
The realization that thoughts and judgements exist in polarities (conflict) with one another which create energy, which depletes the physical.

6. Cineration
The reduction of a substance to ashes by heating.
The realization that our physical bodies are composed of physical elements of the earth, and as such are subject to return to the earth at any given moment at which time all our personalities, beliefs and memories will cease to exist.

7. Crystallization
The formation of crystals out of a solution of the substance usually in water, either by their gradual formation from the liquid, or by evaporation of the liquid.
The realization that ones thoughts, feelings, and emotions crystalize within ones physical body and are thus used to keep us enslaved to patterns of the past.

8. Decrepitation
The crackling and splitting apart of substances, for example common salt, on heating.
Investigating and dissecting ones belief systems through research to simplify and test whether they actually contain any real value.

9. Division
The separation of a substance into its elements.
The realization that thought is not composed of any physical elements.

10. Corrosion
The eating up of a substance by an acid, alkali or corrosive material.
The acid test of self-honesty one applies within oneself to test whether or not one’s beliefs are valid in that they support life, or they are corrosive and/or destructive to oneself and others.

11. Dissolution
The dissolving or transforming of a substance into a liquid.
Dissolving ones belief systems to become physical.

12. Descension
When the subtle or active part of a substance is made to go down to the bottom of a flask, rather than ascend as a vapour.
Seeing the truth of oneself as having participated in creating hell on earth, as placing oneself in the shoes of the lowest, most reviling existence, thus realizing ones responsibility to change.

13. Exhalation
The release of a gas or air from a substance.
Applying oneself within breathing (including inhalation) as the key to supporting oneself in transcending the mind.

14. Digestion
The slow modification of a substance by means of a gentle heat.
Grasping the truth of oneself through slowing oneself down in process.

15. Elaboration
The general term for the process of separating the pure from the impure, and leading a substance towards perfection.
Self-purification through eliminating that which does not support life (thoughts, beliefs, opinions, judgements etc.) and changing oneself to become that which does support life, as the physical.

16. Incineration
The conversion of a substance to ashes by means of a powerful fire.
Incinerating ones thought patterns and memories through the process of self-forgiveness.

17. Maturation
A general term applied to identify the appearance of a degree of perfection in the work.
Becoming stable in ones process of taking responsibility to change oneself in applying oneself to live what is best for all.

18. Mortification
Here the substance undergoes a kind of death, usually through a putrefaction
Facing the fact of one’s created consequential death, and thus using the current opportunity to create oneself as Life.
 
19. Purgation
The purging or purifying of a substance by it casting forth a gross part.
Applying oneself within self-forgiveness and self-correction to purge thoughts, memories and patterns of the past so that one can change to support oneself and others as an Equal.

20. Rectification
The purification of the matter by means of repeated distillations, the distillate being again distilled.
Repeated self-correction through cross-referencing with others walking the process.

22. Reiteration
The repetition of a process, particularly applied to circular distillation, in which the distillate is returned to the vessel, and the process continued for many cycles.
Consistent application and commitment so that one does not repeat the cycles and patterns of the mind, and so can break and/or transcend the limitations of such patterns.

23. Transmutation
The action of changing or the state of being changed.
The realization that self-change is possible and not confined to the limitations and belief systems of the mind.

24. Resolution
This occurs when substances which are mixed together become violently separated by being placed into a solution.
When one no longer participates in patterns of self-sabotage

25. Restinction
Here a substance at white heat is brought to perfection by being quenched in an exalting liquid.
The white heat representing the realization of the cruelty that we currently exist as, and so the exalting liquid is the realization of the possibility of self redemption through becoming the living example of Equality as physically living what is Best for All.

26. Revivification
The bringing of a mortified matter back to life, or reactivating it.
Undertaking the 7 year Journey to Life.

27. Conception
The marriage or union of the male and female aspects of substances.
Birthing Life in the physical for the first time ever in existence.

Day 121–All Royalty Stripped of Power in The Equal Money System

Yes, it will happen.  Consider that within an Equal Money System, all of the centrally controlled power structures currently in place will immediately lose all dictatorial rights to manipulate people and/or nations through fear or economic coercion, as everyone’s basic needs will be met, there will be no need for such a dictatorship, as each and every person will be accountable to contribute their fair share in society. 

This, along with the inevitable fact that - in the wake of the realization that Equality, as living what is Best for All is obviously the only way to exist, many people are quickly beginning to realize the farce of royalty.  It is nothing more than a long out-dated idea, of which it’s time has now expired. 

With the current ability and capacity for humanity to communicate more effectively, Self-Honesty and Common-Sense are rapidly and relentlessly on the path to replace the current monarchy, and retake their rightful place on the throne of Equality.

In essence, Royalty will literally become obsolete, and at most relegated to whimsical comic relief.

In case you haven’t figured it out yet, no one is special, and any idea that you may ‘temporarily’ entertain - that you or someone else is ‘special’ - very soon, you will undoubtedly come to the same inescapable realization that many of us have already had.  Life will not be bullied and/or manipulated, nor will it bow to the spite, of a self-serving ‘elite’ hierarchical monarchy.

I would say that I am looking forward to seeing all ‘royalty’ taking responsibility and participating as Equals in society, however, I am here… doing what is necessary to be done to stop this cruel world system.  Everyone will partake in The Process of perfecting themselves to change and live in accordance with what is Best for All.  What are you waiting for... cast your vote at www.EqualMoney.org

Day 120 – Re-Alignment Self Support

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place myself in situations where I feel obligated, and am thus directed by that feeling of obligation, in fear of disappointing others, and as such I give up my directive principle of who I am. In doing so, I am giving value to certain individuals rather than valuing life as myself living and doing what is best for all, always.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to submit myself to consequences of the past, rather than directly deal with and stop creating and participating in consequences of the past as they are playing out.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to submit my directive principle to the belief and feeling that I have to please others in the fear that I will not be able to stop the systems within myself - again based on my past beliefs, acceptances, and allowances. In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the starting point of why events happened in the past, and so confuse myself within why events occurred and then believe an idea in the present based on a past, invalid starting point.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear doing what is best for all, and so make excuses within myself which only serve to betray me from the ultimate and only real objective of self-realization and self-actualization.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear giving up and/or sacrificing my own selfish desires to live and do what is best for all in the fear of changing myself and the fear of losing my free choice as my egotistical and selfish mind desires.

 

 

I commit myself to create myself as live as directing myself within every breath

 

I commit myself to pushing my resistances so I can constantly change myself to live what is best for all in every moment

 

I commit myself to create myself as the directive principle of myself as life here in every moment

 

I commit myself to trust myself to be able to stop and forgive myself as soon as I see that I am not taking responsibility for myself and/or not aware of myself here in every breath

 

I commit myself to realize myself as the ultimate expression of myself here as self-directed living what is best for all

 

I commit myself to use what time I have here to become as effective as possible within aligning myself with Equality as life

 

I commit myself to transcend all false belief systems within myself so that I can clearly see the starting point of all issues that arise so that I can direct them in the common sense way that is best for all

 

I commit myself to consider all dimensions and future outcomes of situations, personalities, characters, relationships and issues that arise so that I may specifically direct them to the best of my abilities in taking responsibility for myself and as all.

 

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