Considering starting a virtual Utopian society for the community. Many ideas and much research attached to this. Concentrating on stability, sustainability, and growth for future.
Realizing through my past I have had a subconscious fears of power. Compounding the fact was the point that I feared that that would be seen as a weakness, which actually created a weakness in myself as I did not address or correct the point. So now it has played out over many years forming into a construct.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear power in all its manifestations
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear revealing the fact that this (fear of power) construct was within myself – because I believed that it would make me less than, or unworthy. Rather than see it as a weakness , I see it for what it is and deal with it so as to not compound the problem further.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame myself for my problems and so isolate and condemn myself in shame without realizing that I am not alone and we are all responsible for all manifestations of fear.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not communicate these issues effectively so that others could assist in the deconstruction
and finding a solution.
Vague
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