April 5
Was feeling a lack of energy again this morning. Feeling better now. What a shame to look back on my life and realize that I existed in fear of that which was not real, and it prevented me from being true to myself in doing things that would have been quite awesome. Instead now I face points of regret. There is also the other side of the coin, in hindsight had I not been deceived by those fears, perhaps I would have made some other decisions that would have also produced feelings of regret. There seems to be a point of ill contentment, although it seems minor in the light of other problems.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed and controlled by feelings of regret
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be controlled by fears that were not real
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself and so miss out on opportunities that would have been awesome to experience
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