Day 133 - Redefining Success

 

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear future outcomes as fear of failure, and in so deny myself the opportunity to challenge myself and partake in the adventure of becoming life.  I realize that fear of failure is not only ridiculous because it is not here, but that it only exists as an idea in my mind based on the extensive limitations I have imposed on myself in the past – based on past experiences, acceptances and allowances.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to second guess myself as who I am here.  I realize that when I am in absolute alignment with myself - that all opportunities that present themselves are opportunities for me to not only transcend points within myself, but accumulate to assist others to realization so that we can create a world of Equality that is best for everyone.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself to beliefs of how the future will play out as participating within the belief systems of my mind, thinking within the limited box of my predefined limitation systems - rather than challenging myself in each moment to assist myself to stand in absolute acceptance of myself here as my commitment to myself as Equal. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to punish myself by imposing limitations on myself which are not the actuality of what is here as me, but fears. I realize that when I stop limiting myself and fearing myself, the possibilities are endless. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear taking risks, as I realize that I have a responsibility to participate within the risk system as moving myself to face myself, expand myself and so develop self-trust until life is Equal and risk no longer exists.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define success as negative, greedy, and selfish.  I realize that within my process I am responsible to be successful so that I may support myself and better assist others, so that Equality can be realized and established in my world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny myself opportunities to be successful due to the limitations and beliefs of the past.

I commit myself to realize success for and as myself here expanding myself and sharing myself with all in the journey to Life.

I commit myself to redefine success as me moving myself, supporting myself, trust myself, and change myself to realize new opportunities to create a world that is best for everyone.

I commit myself to push my resistances and walk through them with the goal of embracing the challenge to become successful.

I commit myself to doing whatever is necessary to be done to succeed in changing this world from this atrocious mess into a place where life is honored, as Equality.

Day 132 – Self Denial Part 3

 

 

Self Forgiveness on Self Denial

Continuation from…

Part 1 http://transmutation-process.blogspot.com/2012/12/day-130-self-denial.html

Part 2  http://transmutation-process.blogspot.com/2012/12/day-131-self-denial-part-2.html

Resistances to Facing the point of Self-Denial

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with myself for allowing myself to Deny myself.  I realize the past cannot be changed therefore anger will not resolve the issue.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed and controlled by anger over what has transpired in the past as me blaming myself for allowing myself to Deny myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I cannot find all the source points of Self-Denial, when I realize this is mind chatter as the mind attempting to dissuade me from facing the point and walking through it.  I must simply slow myself down and trust myself within breath to walk through all the points to clearly see the starting point.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I will have no value should I stop the points of Self-Denial within myself and be honest with myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I will impose myself as a system onto others should I stop the dishonest points of Self-Denial within myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear making mistakes and messing things up through self-judgement.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have nothing to contribute

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my contribution will be judged as inadequate as me projecting and judging myself in the future through the past.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear having a debilitating condition and having to have someone take care of me.

 

First Occurrences of Self-Denial

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Judge my stepmother as an evil person, and in so not take responsibility for myself and what I allowed within myself as Self-Denial.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hate my parents and create images of killing my parents in my mind through the emotions of anger and frustration coming from my own self-dishonesty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create an idea of what life should be like as opposed to taking responsibility for what is here as me.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to trust myself when I was young as seeing myself for who I really am here.

I forgive myself that I did not accept and allow myself to see clearly what I had to do to be honest with myself in life, and so create clear direction within myself and my living experience.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to choose abstinence and rebellion as my direction in life in spite of myself and others and in an attempt to get revenge on the system as me having blamed the system for my own self-dishonesty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall for all the religious stories and so feel guilty and obligated to act according to religious values and ‘have faith’ in a god that did not exist in my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate myself as my Self-trust and Self-honesty, as a form of Self-Denial within myself in favour of believing fables of religious programming. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘go with the flow’ without realizing that this was obvious dishonesty with myself, as I was lead into all sorts of situations which I did not want to be in, because I did not take responsibility for directing myself, and so I faced the consequences of the decisions of others and my own lack of decision making.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to a person as macho, bullying, egotistical and belittling, not realizing that I was creating a judgement which reflected back onto myself and so I acted on that judgement in spite of myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge a person by and through a personality rather than taking responsibility for myself first to correct myself so I can assist all to self-realization as Equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create the idea that I could escape, get revenge, be happy for myself, or change the system through the act of rebellion.  I realize that I created the system therefore I am responsible to stand within and as it in order to take responsibility to correct what I have accepted and allowed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project the emotion of hate onto an idea I created about how the system functions, and so doing hide myself from my responsibility to engage myself within the system so that I could actually support Equality as what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become romanticized by the idea of ‘living for today’ in my own selfish self interest, rather than take responsibility for myself and all in assisting to change the system to on that supports Equality and Equal Money for All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to value friendships and relationships as being of more value than life.

I forgive myself that I did not accept and allow myself to believe that the cruel thoughts I had in my head as a child were ‘me’, when actually they were pre-programmed images placed into my mind specifically so for the very reason to make me fear myself, and so not want to stand up and be honest with myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Judge myself extensively within this point, and so blame myself and others when things did not turn out how I wanted them to as the negative energy experience of myself.  Then through that, try to balance myself within going into the opposite polarity, allowing myself to go into the positive energy experience of self-pity where I created the belief that I would have a future escape or redemption, as the belief that someone would make things right for me through getting revenge on all the people I blamed for my own dishonesty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to through Self-Denial, develop uncertainty with myself and compromise my Self-Trust.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide from myself and believe that I was actually able to hide from myself, which is only self-deception.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a false personality and characterization so as to not have to face myself in self-honesty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek to escape from myself through believing in fables of religion and believing that there were other places in existence that I could go to that were not like how it is here, not realizing that I can never escape myself, and where-ever I go, I must face myself in self-honesty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘go into a shell’ within the belief that I am safe and comfortable, in attempt to hide myself from the world in fear of myself and others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take on a personality of inferiority, in so abdicating my responsibility to myself and all of existence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear expressing myself in self-honesty and so develop a fear of myself and speaking to others as introverted, fearing the judgements of others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up on myself, condemning myself through self-judgement without first clearing my starting point to here within breath and self-forgiveness so that I can move myself in living what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek to avoid myself, as hide and seek with myself when I am right here and always have been here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to procrastinate in the belief that I have time to do things later, when in actuality, time is against me because I created time as the trap for myself, so I must do what is necessary to be done in order to change this world so that I am no longer subject to time as the false representation that it is.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make poor decisions based only on my own self-interest and fear of survival, rather than trusting myself here to do what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be irresponsible to myself and others through allowing Self-Denial within myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself extensively through Self-Denial, and within so become pessimistic within expecting certain outcomes as the worst case scenario as demonstrating to me that I do not yet trust myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become ineffective in everything that I do because I have allowed so much Self-Denial within myself to compound and complicate matters.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to waste my potential through going in cycles, round and round going over the same points over and over because I have not allowed myself to see the staring point and correct it to change myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed and controlled by the emotional reactions of self-pity and self-hate. I realize these emotions only serve to show what I have accepted and allowed and that I must stop them so that they do not control me and usher me to negative consequences which I do not wish to face.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resent myself as my past because I allowed Self-Denial to play out within me, as I played the game of Self-Dishonesty and got what I deserved – showing me that I must change myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to regret my past, I realize that I cannot change my  past, all I can do is realize what the consequences of Self-Denial and Self-Dishonesty are so that I can change to never allow it to happen again.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear diminishment and death as the consequences of what I have accepted and allowed within myself as Self-Denial and Self-Dishonesty.

Day 131 – Self Denial - Part 2

Continuation from http://transmutation-process.blogspot.com/2012/12/day-130-self-denial.html

Self-Denial.  An extensive, all encompassing point to say the least, with so many contributing factors and points of dishonesty and self-deception making itself appear somewhat daunting.  I have seen this point before, to a certain extent, however thanks to time and the Fibonacci spiral, it has once again come to revisit me.   It appears intimidating at first, because I only see the ‘path of destruction’ and consequence.  So to start I will ask myself some questions, as an interview with myself.

Why do I Not Want to Face this Point of Self-Denial?
-Angry with myself and others for allowing Self-Denial to happen.
-Angry that I cannot correct the past. 
-Angry and disillusioned because I now fear that I don’t even know or trust myself. 
-Fear and uncertainty of not being able to find all the source points of Self-Denial and correct them  effectively. 
-Subconsciously, Fear that in being honest with myself as my honest expression, I will not have any value, despite my understanding of Equality.
-Fear of artificially, accidentally, and/or overbearingly imposing myself on others. 
-Fear that because of what I have allowed in the past, I will only make mistakes and mess things up. 
-Fear that I have nothing to contribute. 
-Fear that my contribution will be judged as inadequate.
-Fear within taking responsibility of a physically debilitating condition and having to be a burden on someone.

What are the Initial Points (First occurrences) of Self-Denial Within Myself?
My parents were separated when I was young, around 5 or 6 and I was placed in my fathers custody.  I didn’t see my mother for many years after that.  My father re-married (my stepmother) and to me she was the most shallow, evil person I could have imagined in my worst nightmare. 

Initially, I had an idea of what life would be like, so I had a very ‘excited’ and ‘joyful’ (sometimes cocky lol) expression, which quickly faded and turned to inner dismay and extreme anger.
My parents were constantly discontent, very angry, and judgmental.  Looking back now, I would definitely classify this as abusive. I tried to make myself feel better through images of killing them in my mind.  I developed a deep hatred for both of them.

There were many others whom I hated in my childhood, partly out of blame, yet the experiences I had were far from the ideas I had of what life would or should have been like.  Things just weren’t right at all.     
Through this hatred of my parents and others, I felt I could not trust anyone, and I saw that I had no support for the ‘real me’.  My father said to me one day ‘I had no direction’.  For direction, one must have a destination and a purpose, neither of which I could fathom. 

I had secretly chosen abstinence and rebellion as my direction, partly in the attempt to get revenge on the system, and all those whom I so desperately hated in my life, and partly due to religious programming given to me at an early age.  It was like a form of mental suicide, not considering the consequences or how things would play out.   So I began to just ‘go with the flow’, hoping for a better future.

There was another person in particular through which I developed an extreme dislike.  The father of a friend of mine I perceived as very egotistical, macho, bullying, and belittling type of person.  He attributed great value to rich people in the world, and could care less about the poor or less fortunate. He had all of the ‘how to get rich books’ on a shelf, I recall.  I resented that personality so much that I made it my life’s purpose ‘not to be rich’ or ‘successful’ in spite of him, and unwittingly, spiting myself.  

In high school, i clearly saw the falseness of the system, through which I developed the idea that I would rebel against it.  I hated the monotony and the idea of pigeon-holing myself into a career.  I romanticized the idea of ‘living for today’, and settling for whatever happened in my life… I would find a way to ‘just get by’. 

I was not motivated by fear, choosing rather to value friendships and relationships, not realizing how insincere they were.  I genuinely cared about ‘genuine’ people, yet little did I understand that without money, your options become extremely limited, and your perceived value and capacity to do anything is greatly diminished.

What are the Main Points/Reasons of Self-Denial?
Interestingly, I did not trust myself because of disturbing images that came into my head when I was young.  I did not understand or know the source of these images, and thought that they were ‘part of me’, so I became fearful of myself, that I would harm someone, thinking myself to have some kind of evil within me.  Little did I know of how the program works, and the actual truth that I am not these thoughts, but they are preprogramed, impulsed mind projections. 

Self-judgement - leading to Self-Blame - leading to Self-pity.  From that develops the positive energy experience in the mind as the hope in the form of an external belief as a future escape/redemption from self here.

What are the Patterns and Consequences of Self-Denial?
Uncertainty and lack of Self-Trust
Hiding self
False Personality, Identity, Characterization
Escapism and Externalized Beliefs
Going into a ‘Shell’
Inferiority
Fearing of Self Expression/Introversion
Giving Up Easily
Aversion and Procrastination
Poor Decision Making
Irresponsibility to Self and Others
Limitation and Pessimism
Ineffectiveness
Unrealized/Wasted Potential
Self pity
Self hate
Resentment
Regret
Diminishment and Death

Conclusion
It is no wonder I had so much anger, severe anxiety problems, and Self-Denial within me through the years.  You would think in our society there would have been someone who noticed or actually cared enough to assist me to see the starting point of these issues and resolve them, so I could understand myself.  This simple understanding could have resolved a world of problems for myself and others.  Yet that is the nature of our systems, false caring and self-centered disassociation.  Only now at the age of 41 do I understand how these things have affected my life in such a profound way.  Not to blame, as we all have participated in creating and allowing this.

This is the reason we face so much severe consequences in our world.  We pretend to be responsible, yet we are absolutely irresponsible to life.  We are not life.  We are merely selfish and inconsiderate robots pretending to be life with pathetic excuses as to why we can’t take responsibility to be real and honest. 
Self-Denial is the worst thing we can possibly do to ourselves.

Self-forgiveness to follow…

Day 130 – Self Denial

 

 

Reaction/Feeling Dimension

Resentment. Like I haven't been myself, and I feel as if I am stuck within consequence of my own dishonesty with myself.  I am not stuck I realize, I am here, yet there is much consequence associated with this point. The emotional reaction I have has to be cleared. So I feel like I want to be angry with myself, but I realize I cannot, there is no escaping it when it is here as me.  So I want to go into resentment and feeling down as I feel I have no alternative, and I feel I need to express to myself my own disappointment with myself. What can I do with this feeling, if I get rid of it by grounding it, it will come up again. So what is the source of the issue, and how do I move from here. If I must express it, I do so through writing so I can see the point. So I am upset with myself, and others as blame for not helping me to see this issue.

Physical dimension

Looking at this point within myself this evening, I was so upset with myself, so distraught, so resentful, so angry, so hateful towards everyone and everything... I just had to lye down in my lazy chair so I could slowly dissect it to see the starting point. As I approached the point I felt heavy and tired, overwhelmed, almost sick.  Just wanting to take a walk and escape myself.  I thought I had cleared it but obviously not, because I had a reaction and the point still exists. Such a massive point, so many points attached to it... it drains me of energy. Much to write out here. I have literally embodied this point as myself for my whole life and I had hidden it within so many layers so as not to have to face it. Yikes. Its like finding this massive wound on my body that I had ignored for so long, allowing it to become infected, and eating away at me.  Everyone has done it to themselves to a certain extent.  I will continue writing about this in the posts to come, along with self-forgiveness and self-correction in great detail. 

Day 129 – Where is Self-Will?

There must be some ‘Will’ within myself… as I continue to live on…? Sadly, I’m beginning to realize, that Self-Will has through time, been beaten into submission, through many years of Self-Compromise… many years of exchanging Self-Will, for hopes… dreams… and illusions.

Strange that I should even be asking myself this question.  WTH? Should it not have been apparent from the very start of my life – and never questioned?  How is it even possible… that I have lost track of, or was ‘unaware’ of Self-Will? 

It’s all quite clear to me now…   As I kicked, and screamed, and fought for what I thought was right...  desperately running after the mirages, trying to free myself, trying to escape from this whole indescribably miserable experience of myself.

The only answer I could see was to try and be happy, but I knew very well I was not, no matter how hard I tried to fool myself, the nightmare was always there… haunting me, in the back of my mind. My disguises were so clever I could even have made the devil himself jealous. I didn’t even recognize myself for the outward joyful appearance, trying to hide that awful thing inside, so as not to concern or upset anyone of course.

So Self-Will was left bruised and battered, lost in the confusion, trampled on, and left for dead.  Then, when I figured all hope was lost, I tried to recover Self-Will.  Surely god would have the answer… yes, I’ll go to church! 

I felt happy for a while, furnishing my mind with beautiful thoughts of heaven, and love in the hope they would someday come true for me, and I would pass the test, and be free.  But again, Self-Will I found, was compromised even further.  This wasn’t me at all, I was trying to be so ‘good’, trying so hard to be accepted by god and everyone else…

Then came Enlightenment, that made me happy, for a while. But that euphoria too wore off, and I was left feeling frustrated, useless and empty.  It felt like there was nothing left but the fantasies and fairy tales I held onto in my mind.  World of Warcraft and the Lord of the Rings seemed to be my last remaining flicker of hope, and they seemed to pacify all the inexplicable thoughts and suppressed emotions. 

Eventually I was introduced to a new perspective, which caused me to question my deepest beliefs, and my fears, about who I was.  It was at that point that I actually began to question myself, and face myself.  It was Equality – “of course!” I said to myself as I wiped my face with my hands in an attempt to wash away all the deceptions I had allowed myself to fall for. 

The realizations I began having were astoundingly undeniable. They were ‘good’ and ‘bad’ in a way.  Good because this was something that I desperately wanted to experience and live for myself.  So I decided to follow it, despite what god or anyone else thought about the idea.  It was finally time I made a decision for myself, for the first time in my life it seemed.

The ‘bad’ part of the realization was where I began to understand who I was, and my place in the universe… and what I had done to myself… how I had been my own Judas, selling myself out for a few pieces of silver-lined dreams that I hoped would make it all better, or at least help me forget this ever present, living-nightmare.

I have ultimately come to realize, here with Self-Will now withered and on life support, dying of exhaustion and neglect.  Fuck it.  There is no use… just pull the plug and let this thing die…

It was never real.
I was never real with myself. 
All I have ever known was how to compromise myself, being stimulated by thoughts… lust, anger, self-righteous judgements, and fear. 
I was never honest with Self-Will.
I was a fake Will.
I abused Self-Will
So its time to say goodbye,
To Self Will…
That old Self-Will must die,
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So that a new Self-Will can be Born
Free from Self-Compromise
And in Absolute Equality and Oneness

Becoming Life for the first time in the History of the Universe.  Hmmm…  Is it just me?  Or is anyone else extremely curious to find out what it would be like to actually LIVE for real??? 

Day 128 – Comfortable Prison

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize my responsibility to myself and all within my daily application, and that there are actually things that I can accomplish that would have an effect.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to subject myself to the idea that little effect is virtually no effect, therefore not worth the effort, when in actuality a little effect is what allows me to change the larger effect.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that when I become tired in the morning that I can not push through that resistance, that the tiredness feeling will stay there all day if I do not rest.  I realize that I must physically stand up and move myself to shake it off so that I can use my time efficiently and effectively. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being uncomfortable, and so fear moving myself, being content in the temporary comfort within the mind-made prison I have created for myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to drift into states of consciousness, hypnotized by comfort within the belief that if I just don’t do anything, I can minimize the expense and risk, in the fear and belief that I will not accomplish anything significant.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself through avoiding my responsibilities to myself and all in the reluctance to move myself because I have allowed my mind to dictate to me that I would rather just relax and exist in blissful comfort, not realizing that this bubble is sure to burst.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to run from myself and hide in comfort, without realizing that placing myself outside my comfort zone in situations of discomfort will assist me to support myself and others in doing what is necessary to be done to support Equality of life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define comfort as ‘good’ and discomfort as ‘bad’.  I realize that all situations must be faced so that all can be Equally comfortable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be double-minded, as seeing myself desiring to have the best of both worlds, where I perceive myself to be a certain ‘good’ character walking the process, yet at the same time I have allowed energy systems to play out without fully recognizing and stopping what is happening and pushing myself through the wall of resistance within clearing my starting point and breathing. I realize that I am accepting and allowing myself to go into energetic reactions because I perceive that there is no ‘value’ in pushing myself through resistances in the morning in particular.

I commit myself to re-define comfort to taking responsibility to change myself – despite my personal desires to just drift away in relaxation – to push myself through resistances by moving myself and breath awareness, doing what is required to be done and living what is best for all in each moment. 

I commit myself to realize that to push my resistances even a little bit is not wasted effort as I begin to accumulate myself here and realize that it is not necessary to be enslaved to energy and fears.

I commit myself to push my limitations I have created in my mind, where I choose to believe what I am able to do rather than do my best and see what transpires.

I commit myself to realize that there is one world, and I must not allow myself to be enslaved to energy as the mind - as the desire for heavenly experiences of myself in selfishness and the belief that I am separate.

I commit myself to addressing every item on my to do list every day and push myself to do even more than what I believe I am able to do.

I commit myself to pushing through moments of tiredness by getting up and walking or going outside.

Day 127 – The False Justification of Survival of the Fittest

From Wikipedia…

"Survival of the fittest" is a phrase originating in evolutionary theory, as an alternative description of natural selection. The phrase is today commonly used in contexts that are incompatible with the original meaning as intended by its first two proponents: British polymath philosopher Herbert Spencer (who coined the term) and Charles Darwin.
By the word "fittest" Darwin meant "better adapted for immediate, local environment", not the common modern meaning of "in the best physical shape"

Natural selection refers to differential reproduction as a function of traits that have a genetic basis.

 
Survival of the fittest, and/or natural selection is merely a subjective scientific observation defined within the context of communities/individuals competing for resources in the struggle to maintain their state of existence.   In no way does this theory justify itself as a valid reason to exist, for the sole purpose of surviving.    
 
It is simply what occurs within nature and our environment, and as such, it is but a limited concept and/or definition - not a full explanation - of evolution.  This ‘theory’ is incomplete, as it does not offer the entire process or reasoning as the total cause and effect behind why nature behaves in such a way, nor does it offer any insight as to why this type phenomena continues to occur.  It simply shows that creatures adapt, as anyone can see within our own lives, we all change according to what is present within our environment.  So, why is this theory so highly regarded? 
 
With the widespread adaptation and indoctrination of this theory within the education system, – which boils down to a series of simple observations and deductions - many people erroneously lay claim to Darwinism as a “rule to live by” – as if to justify any and all actions/ behaviours carried out and motivated by survival. 
 
Interestingly, evolutionary biologists define ‘survival’ - those who are better equipped for surviving – within the context of reproductive success.  That is to say that - if one reproduce many offspring – one is successful.  This is based within the context of the evolutionary equation that the sole purpose in life is to reproduce.
 
So, if I were to measure my life experience based on this equation, according to these scientists, since I have no offspring, my life would be a total failure (lol). 
 
On the other side of the coin, if I were to live my life by this definition of success, I would have had to have sex with as many women as possible, and produced as many offspring as possible (regardless of the inherent responsibility for raising a child) and I would be regarded as successful! –  Is it any wonder many people actually behave this way in society? 
 
What is also greatly overlooked and omitted within this scientific description of how different species interact and adapt within their environment, is the initial cause for this behaviour.  Yet our scientists are incapable, or unwilling, to see or take into account anything beyond what is observable with our physical senses.  They prefer to confine their conclusions within compartmentalized fields of research and refuse to connect the dots to provide an all-encompassing solution to the problems their observations present.   Science may try to make sense of observable reality, yet the omission of critical and essential elements which make up the entire equation (that which is not seen or considered) makes the whole practice of science completely biased and devoid of actual validity, thus entirely irresponsible.
 
If we take the human physical body for example, we can see that the inner workings of the body does not function according to competition and survival of the fittest, nor could it.  All parts of the body share the resources that are available, if the heart would hoard all of the blood, other parts of the body, and thus the whole body itself would die rather quickly.  If a part of our body becomes injured, the body acts to heal itself.  Individual cells do not act in self-interest, they do what is necessary to be done to correct the situation, even if it means their own demise, in essence, they sacrifice their own existence so that the body as a whole may continue to live. 
 
Therefore ‘survival of the fittest’ is not a valid mode of existence or evolutionary justification for one to live in self-interest, as clearly the consequences of such behaviour is leading us to destruction of our planet and a collective extinction. 
 
Science has not yet considered that life can exist, or ‘evolve’ by way of everyone participating for the best interest of all - to support life itself.  When we realize that we are all an integral part of this reality, it simply becomes a decision we must each take responsibility to make, because at this point, we really have no other choice, its either best for all, or the acceptance and allowance of our own self-destruction.   A rather simple mathematical formula can predict the outcome. What path will we choose to take for ourselves will decide our destiny?  Support the Equal Money System and Support Life.