Day 372 - Positivity, Negativity and Entitlement

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to - in early stages - Create within myself vastly over-extended, exuberant states of Positivity, where I create and project wild illusions, rushing ahead of the process without understanding the full context of the physical process of creation - and what is the priority - as firstly, before self interest, in order to change our world, I/we must stand as Equals to create what is Best for All Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to - in latter stages, when my hopes and wild expectations are dashed - Create Negativity, being upset, and frustrated to the point of giving and up giving in. This opposed to, realizing that I have not fully understood or realized how the physical process of creation works, and that many fascinating potentials can open up which I had not ever considered, if I persist in the path of realization of Equality as the Solution to Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to - not follow through - pushing myself through resistances (within trusting myself that I have Equal value as Life) to the extent that I reach a break through in some way, such as a realization, a connection, an opening of doors, or opportunities, or an effective movement in the direction of expanding the principle of Equality in some way that creates change. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am Entitled to (limiting) personal belief systems, where I believe that 'Everyone is Entitled to their own opinion' and it is okay to have personal beliefs in spite of what is actually physically real and able to be tested as Best for All Life or not.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am Entitled because someone else has granted me the belief that I have the right to feel and believe that I am Entitled to something.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that Entitlement is based on the ideas that someone else is responsible, or that I am somehow better than or more deserving than others, which is obvious self deception.