Walking myself back from the point in which I allowed myself to miss a cause of diversion of myself.
I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to miss a point within myself and so
compound the issue within myself through going into irritation,
frustration, aversion, denial, neglect, resentment and spite.
I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to give up on myself and go into my
mind, allowing my mind to use the projection of fear so that I would
not see the simplicity of being here as breath and stopping myself from participating in thoughts and self-judgment.
I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to allow my mind to divert my
attention away from breathing and concentrating on being here in the
moment of breath where I can see myself and notice points which begin
to take control of me through conscious thoughts.
I forgive myself that I
have not accepted and allowed myself to consider alternatives when I
see a point coming up within myself – as to how I can deal with the
point, breathing, writing, walking, speaking, directing myself to do
something practical such as work etc.
I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to be directed and controlled by the
fear of loss, and so project the image of me losing everything and
how I would handle myself within given situations – imagining
scenarios where my survival instinct would kick in and I would do
whatever would be necessary for me to survive.
I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am able to
transcend all my systems, and so make myself feel better within
thinking I am better and thus creating a personality within myself -
without actually walking the points out one by one as what is here as
me as my mind.
I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself extensively and so
desire to give up on myself, not realizing that by me giving up on
myself I am giving up on everyone as myself.
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